I crashed several times this week, crying and feeling sad suddenly when a thought pops into my head. Then, instead of numbing myself out, I decided to embrace it and let myself sink into the lapping wave of sadness. It overcame me and dragged me under and I haven't surfaced. Even now, my eyes brim …

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I am feeling horrible. I am feeling the effects of an allergic reaction to my cousin's cat and my eyes are swelled up so bad that half my eyes are gone. I look like a fat Asian flat-face which obviously makes me look crappy. I don't feel too good either, emotionally because of an anxiety …

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